awkward post i know lol

dammit i didnt get to pick up my package from "shopcraze.com" aww well tomorrow 1st thing in the morning lol i will be all over it :)

so i just seen "vans" post on birthcontrol lol

and i was just left her a comment that i wanted to blog about that situation

so wen i seen her post lol i thought i might as well make one if she did it hahaha so if yah dont wanna read this stuff stop now lol

any who i just recently went back on the depo provera shot im sure most of u have hurd about it....

well for me i like it because u take it every 3 MONTHS!!! yah it lasts for a really long time so i like the concept of that although the shot is painful every time i take it.... i wont be able to sleep on my arm if i get it there or if i get it on my butt lol it hurts to lie on.... but other than that over the years that i have been on it through out high sku and omg i was NOT i mean not only using it for birth control but i went on it at a young age becuz i have a IRREGULAR PERIOD to where my PERIOD would LAST over a MONTH LONG yes A FRIKEN MONTh not to MENTIOn EMERGENCY ROOM trips i think i went to the emergency 4 times in 2 months becuz my cramps and back pain was so BAD that i had to be injected wit some pain killers to stop alll tha dam pain!!! AUGHH i went through HELL!!!

that is why i went on the shot wen i was in like 6th grade an yah only wen i was a senior i went off it becuz i wanted to see if my period would be bad like before so i have been off it for like 2 years now an jus went on it again a month ago and NOW my PERIODs all FU*kED up!!! i had it for like a month already off an on wut the FU&*K man!!!
but any who back wen i was on it,
it did CLEAR up my PIMPLES REALLLY REALLY WELL and not to mention i DONT get my PERIOD AT ALL only very little spoting at the end of the 3 months right before im suppost to take it again.

for some pepo this can differ and be the complete opposite and they will have a heavy flow so yah all pepo are diffrent but for me it was a very good thing at the time....

so now im debating weather or not to stay on it..... i hate the pill and dont think i wanna go on the ring theres a couple more options but i might jus stay on the shot a little konger to see if my peroid goes away thats ANOTHER reasin why I LIKE it so MUCH!!! cuz i dont get my PERIOD!!! YAY i mean seriously who likes dealing wit that!! AUGHH